Holden's own inner landscape: intimacy and interaction are what he needs and fears most.

sleep more and do more work!

Hate my computer because...

-the other day it froze and made some weird reverating sound like a vibrating tv system check, i had to do a manual shutdown

-it sounds like a rocketship

Why is it like this?

-I mistreat it

-I have this computer because I was being uber picky, but it wasn't everything I wanted still... I was impatient, but it's cause I've been operating on a desktop with 1/2gb of RAM since freshmen year til mid junior year!

I didn't clean my room for a couple weeks. I didn't sweep for a couple weeks!

I didn't wash my oatmeal bowl for a lot of days.

I finished cleaning up. SO DUSTY!

Ah still have to match my socks, I don't really see room for me to put them in the drawer, weird.

I never felt so strongly about anyone. @@

I've cried while I watched two Pixar movies. Up. And. How to train a dragon.

Some people I tell, they don't take all the facts into account. But I have to let go.

I guess I kinda don't give people much of a chance because I'm afraid what lack thereof relationship... but that's life, friends and dating, you don't know if it'll work out.

I hate how lazy I am!!

For now, Fuck everyone. I don't care anymore.

Planning to stay out of touch.

My life, just a different way of life...