Service Learning Hours

Gonna get my bp/service learning hours done in about 2 weeks! Yay! I need to get 62.5 hours. I am getting 3 hours for my time at South Park, and I have 34.5 hours done already.

Keep Fighting!

Mad as hatter, dry as a bone, blind as a bat from mydriasis, dry as a beet from flushing

Part of me is like I can’t wait to rollin’ in the dough! Buy expensive stuff, dresses, clothes, vacations, flights, food.

Pain evokes honesty.

It is amazing to be acknowledged.

I'm planning to come back to life next semester.

Hydraulic short jeans

Hair straightening?

Hair cut

NAPLEX materials

Drilling

Going out to eat



You know why?

'Cause I'm worth it.

I've been asocial, distracted, depressed.

I've moved so far from who I am, I'm getting closer to what I want.

I just want to move on my own frequency, fix what I need to fix. Stop "trying to keep up," and comparing. It'll all fall into place.

Although I've been super asocial. Some understand, some don't. It's okay.

I need.

I need myself to understand. It's not relevant that they understand immediately, or at all. But, I think we somewhat strive to be understood.

Gotta be on task!

Achieving/achieved the notion that I can't get my way with complete silence. There's some give and take of living here in the apartment. No need to get myself upset and out of sorts about it entirely.

#1 Gotta get out of bed.

Need to stay hydrated: drink more water.

Pandora versus Grooveshark.
Pandora > Grooveshark right now.

I've subscribed to Medical Letter.

Looking forward to the Winter break where I will review for all of pharmacy school and learn concepts I should have learned.

Gotta take the time to stay organized.

Listening to lectures again is a good way to learn the material.

I like to hear and write, and see.

Silencing the phone is great to remove distraction - unnecessary noise.

I would like a massage.

I need to get something for Elly for X-mas. I should have grabbed another pair of slippers and heated blanket for her when I was out for Black Friday. Heh, my sister was paying, though! haha! I was thinking about getting her a massage, but it costs a bunch. Last year I got her these awesome earphones that go for about 100 easy retail price.

This is ridiculous, idk why I pay for Internet!! That doesn’t work!!! Well that is the wifi. This is dumb!!

I hate that it just chooses when it wants to work.

Just breath, San.

So many things running through my mind. Just Breath.

And, I need to blog big time. This written word, it helps me vent out my stress.

Social life.

Love live.

Guy that I don’t like but is going out with my friend now. I’m just jealous for that happiness. But it's beautiful that they are in loooove.

I feel unable to be single and mingle because I don’t feel proud of myself.

This life, the way I’m living it, it’s easier to live without the social aspect/bombardment.

I know these are the same demons. I know.

I need to stop spending so much damn money!!

Looking for perfection.

Loosely speaking?

Finishing Up Service Learning Hours
The plan:

Complete 60 hours in 3 weeks by doing 20 hours a week of blood pressure.
I could do 7 hours shifts 3 times a week. = 21 hours /week = 63 hours!!

Studying and Catching Up on Pharmacy School
The plan:

I don't know yet!

Shrink wrapped the window - check
Put up a curtain - check
Got the chi flowing - check
Now I can get some work done!

1 final done.
1 exam for PPL
1 practical exam for PPL
1 final for cardio
1 cumulative final for resp
1 final for tox

Let's go!