I've been asocial, distracted, depressed.

I've moved so far from who I am, I'm getting closer to what I want.

I just want to move on my own frequency, fix what I need to fix. Stop "trying to keep up," and comparing. It'll all fall into place.

Although I've been super asocial. Some understand, some don't. It's okay.

I need.

I need myself to understand. It's not relevant that they understand immediately, or at all. But, I think we somewhat strive to be understood.