How I summarize it is that I repel Asians.
Various things have contributed to it.
-My siblings are anti-Asian club/association
-People are clicky
-I used to date James Li and probably bad first impressions with people and as a freshmen just trying to learn to figure out how to socialize. I was dealing with a lot of firsts and wasn't very good at adapting to the changes.
-I wasn't that great of a mentor.
-And partly I get tired of always initiating things
So thus has produced the negative vibes and connotation.

What it is:
I gotta listen to Mr. Dale Carnegie. Wipe out this negative attitude.

Think about it:
Nothing is set in stone except like plane tickets.
And
Remember, Good vibes are contagious!