Admittedly I have been constantly passively trying to find resolve and recently just spiraled down and it forced me to have to find resolve in myself, in action, to keep climbing the mountain and reclaim myself. And I've been thinking about this awhile, some people have God to go to and be like oh yea God I have these problems and you're gonna see me through it yada yada. Wow sorry so cynical sounding, sorry. Some people have God - religion, a church, a book - God. They have God to keep them going through their days. What about the rest of us, us nonbelivers - what do we have?
One way to answer this is - we have ourselves. We have ourself to prove to us - we have action. Coincidentally someone else wrote about this I'm really not copying. Last year, my former "co-worker" friend gave me some great words on independence that sum up to action. Afterall, they say life's about the journey.
I have my 5K training, my karate, my studies, these are my commitments. I have myself. I've had a lot of disappointments with people. I'm the star I can count on. 'Cause then, the only disappointments I can control are my own. :)
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