What are my interests?

People - their story
Spanish language
Medicine
language
how stuff works
orange
outdoors

what are my friends'interests?
japanese
dancing
pop culture
songs
going out

Homesickness, will it hit me?
Imma be in school for a while and then I'll go home for a couple days then I'll be flying off to Oz for 3 weeks. And then, I will have a couple days and then I will be back at school again.

I guess I was fearing I may get the homesickness because I've been having a horrible headache and feeling soooo cold.

I wish I was trained in some dance.

How I summarize it is that I repel Asians.
Various things have contributed to it.
-My siblings are anti-Asian club/association
-People are clicky
-I used to date James Li and probably bad first impressions with people and as a freshmen just trying to learn to figure out how to socialize. I was dealing with a lot of firsts and wasn't very good at adapting to the changes.
-I wasn't that great of a mentor.
-And partly I get tired of always initiating things
So thus has produced the negative vibes and connotation.

What it is:
I gotta listen to Mr. Dale Carnegie. Wipe out this negative attitude.

Think about it:
Nothing is set in stone except like plane tickets.
And
Remember, Good vibes are contagious!

I have a huge zit on my chin @@!

The Differin gel I use every night helps to bring zits forth. And then I'm supposed to get clear. It is hard cause zits come forth. pustules come forth and then they get pus filled and ya wanna pop 'em.

I gotta hold out!

I've said things I truly don't really mean. Like, it was nice seeing you. It seems like something so empty to say. I want to say it with emotional backing.

I have some dislike of my friends
I think there are several contributing factors.
-I expect too much.
-Sometimes they really ARE on a different planet.
-My 21st "birthday" dinner / ruined 21st birthday
-I seem to have some coolness ratings - something I think I need to shake, but the sort of counterargument of that your time is precious and it's hard to decide who is worth your while.

I see that a lot of times people do not remember what I tell them. I suppose it is because it is not interesting to them. I am, I guess, disheartened that they forget. Shame Shame. But seeing that I feel that, I understand that people like that people remember what one communicates - it's like you took the time to (kinda) get to know that person (in a way).