GOSH, I felt some bummed out and not alive, super apathetic and unexcited about things I normally get enthusiatic about. (I was getting really worried about myself.)
Now, I feel alive and free, like I'm allowed to be happy.
I called my Mom tonight after Karate class and asked how she was, I should call my mom more often. Mom's always wanted to be apart of my education. She joined the PTA/O back in middle school 'cause she wanted to support my education, though I'm sure she never went to any sort of meeting they had, think it'd be a bit beyond her comprehension whatever they do there.
I talked to my mom calmly starting with, "So Mom, there's a study abroad opportunity in China..." and reason and telling other things that are going on such as housing issues.
She was thinking "don't you have to work?"
I don't HAVE TO, though my bosses have been bending the rules for me and I owe them a lot, literally.
:sigh: That decision was wavering over my head and weighing me down. That's a load off.
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