Living

I feel living in a double hinders ability to be the independent woman I can, am, and strive to be.

Places I Must Travel to

Puerto Rico
California - San Francisco, OC
Canada - Montreal, or whereever the casinos/clubs are, for the ice wine - idk if I like it, oh well!
Spain: whereever the beaches are
Mexico: Oaxaca and Mexico DF, Mexicali, y las playas
China: Beijing to study Traditional Chinese Medicine

Jia Li wants me to go to New Orleans with her for a weekend @@ I don't know if I can take the time off and money... I think it is not likely I am going. She said she'd pay for a hotel, too. I just did a quick search and it gave me 300 dollars roundtrip.

Some other monies I'm going to be spending:
25 for Latinfest, 8 for Asian Nite if I go, 10$ if I go to CONNdella thing. I'll probably eat out and buy a birthday gift.

YOU ARE YOUNG

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

THE WORLD IS YOURS

Here's an idea:
Working for the weekend.
Sounds good!

-STUDY
I need to buckle down for real and study yooo. Gotta be more serious about this school biznaz.
stop pretending I have so much time in the world.
gotta make it bizness during the week. f the social life basically!
go to BAILE sometimes, though.

-MAKE MONEY
I need to make it to work on time and always and make it to those extra events so that they can love me some more. And thus, I can save some monies! I have 600 more dollars to look forward to banking sooo I gotta BANK that shit.
Stop spending on: make-up, food, drinks, bars, movies,
Expenditures: ballet 7, latinfest 25, food sometimes.

-BE FIT
I need to work out!
gym, reschedule that racquetball date with Greg, work on my shot with Rob, run around campus in the morning - 4am-5am, then study in the study lounge in the morning before classes.

-BE HEALTHY
workout, hygeine, be good, sleep

SUMMER
Sin City
Teddy's
Barca ?
CVS
California Vacation: 1 week = -$, hit the beaches!, shopping malls, Asian food!
Buy a car
Hospital hours?

Don't waste your time always searching for those wasted years.

Don't waste your time always searching for those wasted years.

When people mention high school, I kind of... hate it.

Somehow though from the past we are to learn from it.

¡Examínate!

If you see a good person, imitate them. If you see a bad person, examine yourself!
My friend had something to the effect of this, but in Spanish - I'll find it later.

Labeling as a Traitor & Hobbies

My friend was surprised I was listening to asian music the other day... geezz I'm NOT anti-Asian. (not saying that she thinks this, I have no idea what her thoughts are.)

Well the other day was a probably a couple weeks ago

But com'n guys! I'm open to a lot of stuff - just try me! I'm not really as closed as you may think I am.

Gosh, do I really come off so badly? I make the worst impressions eh? Idk... weirdos. But I appreciate language, I am a bit of a linguist, I like it. though I think I need to find some more hobbies... I have

Latin dance
dancing in general I suppose
Spanish language
soon to be more languages...
but... need something else
play an instrument? - maybe I leave that to my sister? idk.
i'm not much of an artist, well I'm not too bad - it just takes some time... though I like to make my own doodles like how I made my signiture rabbit - it's actually some kinda of spin off of another rabbit I was trying to imitate - I want to develop a more evil version.

"So probably during spring break im just going to hang out with raymond. elley most likely won't be able to go out to a club. so whatever i'm planning on not going out, I don't think she wants to go anyway. I just want to drink some wine and watch a movie. I'm definitely all set."

day of year 21 past

I said that I don't think my 21st birthday can possibly be made up.

I had went out with some friends to Chuck and Augie's, to me, just because, but then they tried to make it all Birthdayyy, and it was a bad evening - that's what it amounted to. So... yea perhaps if they didn't then it would have been fine, however no, either way, I would have felt forgotten.

My birthday has rather become an upsetting thought.

Spanish

Perdita no entiende a ella misma. = "Perdita does not understand herself."

por mi cuenta = by myself
for example, learning guitar by myself.