I waste time arguing with stupid friends a lot.

Next shopping adventure is at Sephora! I have located what seems to be the perfect new toner! Sephora Brand (Alcohol-free) Toner! Yay! Per online, it's like 4 or 5 bucks! I really hope I can find it in the stores.

Ha, maybe if I wake up early I can study, prepare a few items a bit for dinner later, go to the mall to buy the toner! (gotta park by Aero/Macy's & Sephora opens at 10!), then I gotta book it to work at 10:30 til 5:30. Go home study or bring some books go to WesConn Library til I have to pick up my sis at 6:20pm. Then go home and prepare dinner. Eat, read some stuff online, learn about the crisis in the markets, study ?, watch Hell's Kitchen at 9pm, sleep around 10pm. And remember to be hygienic! Ya!

Wake up early and don't spend you life in bed. I didn't like having roommate cause they liked to lie around in bed a lot, I think 1 cause they have bf and all that, 2 they lazy, 3 they need rest. But you are missing out on so much just sleeping in til 12pm every day! That's what Diane told me tonight. I'm covering for her tomorrow.

I'm thinking I'm going to be making 500 net? But then I haven't taken into account the printer and digital camera I'm going to buy. Hmm okay I calculated from like a few months ago the highest last balance, right now that's giving me 200 net plus about 400 in future deposits plus I just deposited 200-300 today. My next bill is going to be about 300 dollars. And then that doesn't include, the printer (100) and camera (200) I'm going to buy! So that leaves me with a net of 300 dollars. But then I can work 3 more possible days the week I leave for school! I also could work the day I leave for school in the morning. But anyway, thad give me another 200 dollars. Oh man and then I wanna buy a chair and one of those organizer cubes I saw at target today.

I'm going to get my sis to buy me that jbl alarm thing.

Man I kinda don't know where all the money went!
But possible vacation this Winter? Maybe not, it's sooo expensive! But I can work and probably make a k. But think about this, you have your whole life to work! So be careful.

Also, I still haven't bought contact lenses. That's about a hundred dollars right there! And I've waited too long for the coupon at Costco has expired. @@

For the summer:
China study abroad program? for about 4-5 weeks
Australia for 2-4 weeks (with Cathy?)
Singapo' if Chun is in Sing Sing
Southern California (Meet up Michelly Elly and friends and Long and Dupree)
Northern California (w/ Clinton?)
And back to CT

Also, to self, don't be delusional!

On Acne/Face:

I'm going to put my faith and patience in the 0.1% Differin gel. Apparentlyl I've been using it allll wrong. I would put on the Differin after I moisturize. (But actually one person said if you are getting especially dry to do it this way, which I did get dry and irritated.) But one person says to cleanse, apply the gel, wait 10 minutes, then moisturize. I'm going to do this nightly. The person said they also spot tx with BP after the Differin wait, which I plan to try. They also said they do it twice a day. I think I ought to apply nightly.

On things I can cook:
Zucchini Carbonara. Best with rotini, spiral pasta.
Beef Broccoli Stir-fry
Onions, Steak, Bell Peppers Stir-fry
Sweet and Sour Soup with Chicken (non-traditional sweet and sour soup)
Tofu Soup
Quesadillas
(simple) Rice noodle soup
Ground pork and onions with rice vermecilli, lettuce, mint, cucumbers, peanuts, sauce
Lasagna
Fried rice with Chinese sausage, peas, black pepper, egg, carrots
Steak and steamed asparagus
Wonton soup
Sponge cake

Other things I would cook to survive:
Steak
Sausage
Hot Dog
Pancakes
Fried Egg
Toast
Cold cut sandwiches: roast beef with muenster!
Mac 'n Cheese
Chicken Nuggets
Dumplings
Chicken with soy
Instant Noodles (Sapporo, Kung-fu, etc)
Instant Noodles with egg
Pasta with sauce and beef
Egg noodles with beef

Future:
Pad thai with broccoli, red bell peppers, peanuts
Asian dishes
Chinese broccoli
Sliced Shitake Mushrooms and pork and cabbage
Lomo Saltado

I have non-crazy acne, the type that likes to stay underneath. I should keep with the Differin gel. It takes such a long time to work. @@

I've taken to trying to shape my eyebrows. In high school I recall this one time I think it was Spanish class or something we had to get into groups of 3, I remember it was me, Elly and this Latina girl. I noticed that both of them had very defined eyebrows. I questioned why I didn't and felt less than them. I was happy with my eyebrows sorta in high school, I was happy with them in middle school. Yesterday and this morning I've taken to trying to figure out this shaping. They say that Asian eyebrows tend to droop, and so my eyebrows will require some shaping. I've plucked away some hairs that have been there for a loooong time that I've been too afraid of plucking away. I've always plucked my eyebrows, and in the end of my session it never looked that great. But I've figured it out, I overpluck. What I really need to be doing is trimming. So with guidance from about.com, a lil friscar's sciccors since I can't find the trimmin ones, a couple people's pictures who I know their eyebrows are great!... hah from fb!, and a picture of my second sister.

So right now it's not perfect, but it's better than before, much better. I still have work to do on getting the arch.

I need to get a hair cut. I want at least 4 inches off, maybe I can pull of some sweeping bangs kinda thang.

I managed to get my first 3 mosquito bites this summer while watching Fever Pitch on demand.

Gotta grow out my hair
but i need to get it styled
i figured out how to use the flat iron now.
i've figured out make-up basically
i'd like a pink blush though and pink lip gloss, or rather more like lip color that doesn't have the reminiscence of lipstick.

things i gotta buy
camera - $200
ergonomic task chair - $60-+
cotton balls - $1
mirror - $10
ipod speaker thing - $30-60
new (hp) jet printer - $80

pay uncle 20 bucks for the double A batteries that I won't be using.

Make-up

My make-up products:

foundation: Bare Minerals - Golden Medium/Medium
eyeshadow: Almay trio for browns intense i-color
liner: brown CoverGirl
mascara: CoverGirl LashBlast and Eyelights
eye curler: Revlon
blush
lipgloss: Bath&Body Works Mango Tango, American Beauty Lush Berry, Calvin Klein sparkle delicious pout

Ambition

I'm going to hike the Appalachian Mountains for - well maybe a month - how long is really tentative.

I'm going to join the Armed Forces, I don't know which one.
-I think it is a great opportunity for my own learning
-a way to do good
-great honor to serve my country

Be the best pharmacist I can be, absorb all the fucking knowledge ever, hopefully!!!

Take care of myself, and fuck all the rest.

Drive manual transmission.

Learn langages

LOL

lol. i don't get, lol. it just seems stupid a lotta times.
lol - do they mean it? people can't seem to pick up a phone anymore, i think they should stuff it with their lol.
like my conversation tonight
me: i gotta go to bed.
friend: lol. mmkay.

i don't get it.
whatever
stuff it!